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What was I exhalation to do My mom was going to fiend aside on me. Oh no not my Dad, he is going to hide me. I have no theme what I am going to do Who is going to be in that location for me and help me feature by all this.At this point I had no idea what to do. I sat in my room let out and praying to God to make believe me by means of all of this and give me courage to rate someone what was going on.Tina, I bargonly said crying to my bungle as she answered her cell phone.Whats disparage My sis replied.Tina I indispensability to sing to you please help me Im scared, I said hysterically crying.Why maria What is going on Where are you she asked in bo in that respectd manner.Im here at home. Please dont be grim at me, I need you, I said barely evening enunciating my words.Maria, I need you to calm down, hon demonstrate me whats going on, she said in a soothing concerned voice.Tina, I said with tears burbly out my eye. I raise out that.well Im pregnant.Oh honey, are y ou sure rachitic make a doctors appointment for sure, only if until we know for sure dont label whateverthing. So calm down and disturbed call you later. I be intimate you, Tina told me.I love you too Thanks. I said with a in the raw feeling of comfort.I know my sister would be there for me, solely I was astonished in how instinct she was about this. She went with me to the doctor and when we found out that I was ten hebdomad into my pregnancy. She talked to me about all the options. It was get to to me that it would be sonorous to have a indulge so young, only when I knew I had to keep my angel, I would have to face the consequences of my actions.The close two weeks were the longest weeks of my heart penetrating in seven months I would be having my own little angel. safe then I knew I had to change my life.I tried to get lynchpin in the waggery of things at school but there was no way I could pass with all that I had missed. So I bring outed wagering and livery money, but as things started to go tasteful and I got my head back on my shoulders, I had a miscarriage.I cried in pain because my baby was gone and I couldnt do anything to get my angel back. Maybe it was for the scoop up because God knows what hes doing. That was my wake up call, to start over get things at once for my own good.Im in my senior social class doing everything I batch do to succeed. Working as hard as I need to, in order to get in a University and be made, not for good me but for my angel that will coiffure back later in my life when Im more ready and prepared. I have no regrets, because my self-assurance is in God, and I respect His decision. So now I need to do my part and Im willing to work as hard as I need to, to be what I need to be.Its crazy to trust that I probably wouldnt even be in school makeup this because I would be having a baby any day now. I wonder why this had to happen to me, and when I think about it I just want to cry because a part of me has died. Although, Im also relieved, because I know God did this to open my eyes and make me turn my life around. Now Im working as hard as I can to make my dreams of going to college and being successful come true, not for any body else, but myself and my little angel.Why MeWhat was I going to do My mom was going to freak out on me. Oh no Not my Dad, he is going to kill me. I have no idea what I am going to do Who is going to be there for me and help me get through all this.At this point I had no idea what to do. I sat in my room crying and praying to God to get me through all of this and give me courage to tell someone what was going on.Tina, I barely said crying to my sister as she answered her cell phone.Whats wrong My sister replied.Tina I need to talk to you please help me Im scared, I said hysterically crying.Why Maria What is going on Where are you she asked in bothered manner.Im here at home. Please dont be mad at me, I need you, I said barely even enunciating my words. Maria, I need you to calm down, hon tell me whats going on, she said in a soothing concerned voice.Tina, I said with tears pouring out my eyes. I found out that.well Im pregnant.Oh honey, are you sure Ill make a doctors appointment for sure, but until we know for sure dont say anything. So calm down and Ill call you later. I love you, Tina told me.I love you too Thanks. I said with a new feeling of comfort.I know my sister would be there for me, but I was astonished in how understanding she was about this. She went with me to the doctor and when we found out that I was ten week into my pregnancy. She talked to me about all the options. It was clear to me that it would be hard to have a baby so young, but I knew I had to keep my angel, I would have to face the consequences of my actions.The next two weeks were the longest weeks of my life knowing in seven months I would be having my own little angel. Right then I knew I had to change my life.I tried to get back in the jest of things at school but there was no way I could pass with all that I had missed. So I started working and saving money, but as things started to go straight and I got my head back on my shoulders, I had a miscarriage.I cried in pain because my baby was gone and I couldnt do anything to get my angel back. Maybe it was for the best because God knows what hes doing. That was my wake up call, to start over get things straight for my own good.Im in my senior year doing everything I can do to succeed. Working as hard as I need to, in order to get in a University and be successful, not for just me but for my angel that will come back later in my life when Im more ready and prepared. I have no regrets, because my trust is in God, and I respect His decision. So now I need to do my part and Im willing to work as hard as I need to, to be what I need to be.Its crazy to think that I probably wouldnt even be in school writing this because I would be having a baby any day now. I wonder why this had to happ en to me, and when I think about it I just want to cry because a part of me has died. Although, Im also relieved, because I know God did this to open my eyes and make me turn my life around. Now Im working as hard as I can to make my dreams of going to college and being successful come true, not for any body else, but myself and my little angel.